Tom Parker’s widow Kelsey has admitted she’s preparing for a “rough weekend” as she goes to her best friend’s wedding without the late singer.
The 32-year-old actress addressed her fans in an emotional Instagram Story video on Friday and had traveled to Ireland for her first solo event since Tom’s death.
The wanted band member died on Wednesday March 30 at the age of 33 surrounded by loved ones and bandmates after a two-year battle with stage 4 glioblastoma.
‘It’s the first event I’ve been to without him’: Tom Parker’s widow Kelsey has admitted she’s preparing for a ‘rough weekend’ after arriving in Ireland for her best friend’s wedding
She began: ‘Hey guys, I just arrived in Ireland today. I came to Ireland for my best friend Ruth Ann and Ollie’s wedding.
“Yeah, it’s going to be a really weird weekend for me, obviously it’s going to be a bittersweet one.
“Obviously Ruth and Ollie are getting married and I’m very happy for them, but Tom should be here this weekend, he should be an usher.”
Heartbreaking: She lost husband Tom – known for his role in boy band The Wanted – on March 30 – after he lost his battle with brain cancer aged 33
She added: “It will be the first event, wedding, that I’ve actually attended without him being with me. So yes, this weekend will be a tough one.’
It comes after Kelsey revealed she feels she has received “marks” from her late husband.
She also saw some psychic medium when she shared a snap of her healing crystals on her Instagram story on Thursday.
Emotional: The 32-year-old actress addressed her fans in an emotional Instagram Story video on Friday and had traveled to Ireland for her first solo event since Tom’s death
Tragic: “Yeah, it’s going to be a really weird weekend for me, obviously it’s going to be a bittersweet one”
During a recent appearance on Loose Women, Kelsey revealed that she asked Tom to “please sign me” before his death.
And the star has now shared that she feels like he does, explaining: “He’s been giving me so many signs… Car alarms go off at 4am, I tell him, ‘Not at 4am Tom !“
She also noted that she received another sign while sitting on a bench: “I was sitting there on that bench and I was crying when I looked up and this feather fell from the sky.”
Opening up: It comes after Kelsey revealed she feels she has received ‘marks’ from her late husband (pictured in May 2022)
Healing: Kelsey posted a snap of fluorite healing crystals in her story, tagging psychic medium Chloe Smith
Kelsey has also seen celebrity medium Chloe Smith working with stars like Maura Higgins and Adam Thomas.
The psychic has also helped celebrities deal with grief, including Amy Childs and Gemma Collins.
Kelsey posted a snap of fluorite healing crystals in her story, tagging Chloe — with the crystals said to help “convert negative energy into positive energy, enhance mental clarity, and promote serenity.”
Exciting: During a recent appearance on Loose Women, Kelsey recently revealed that she had asked Tom to “please give me signs”
Appearing on Loose Women earlier this month, Kelsey noted that her 19-month-old son Bodhi was too young to understand what was going on and admitted the process was more of a “journey” with her two-year-old daughter Aurelia was.
She explained: “When Tom went to the hospice, she was confused and kept asking, ‘Is dad coming home? I said he wasn’t coming home,’ added Kelsey.
Speaking about the day he died, she continued, “When I left to go to the hospice, I said to her, ‘I have to make sure the angels pick up dad. I gotta make daddy go to the angels.’
Illness: Whilst appearing on Loose Women earlier this month, Kelsey commented that her 19-month-old son Bodhi was too young to understand what was going on and admitted the process was more of a ‘journey’ with her daughter Aurelia, two (pictured with children Aurelia and Bodhi)
Kelsey explained, “The next day I had to tell her daddy’s dead, be honest he’s not coming back.”
“She’s still trying to digest it, she’ll ask him any day if he’s at an appointment or an album signing, he’s been away a lot.”
Kelsey added that the young woman was still “trying to digest the tragic news,” admitting she’s just trying to stay strong and “get through each day.”
“We are truly grateful for the outpouring of love and support and ask that we all unite to ensure Tom’s light continues to shine for his beautiful children,” Tom’s wife Kelsey said after his death