Thaila Ayala reveals the suffering after the loss of her son and reports emotionally: "I only see darkness"

Thaila Ayala reveals the suffering after the loss of her son and reports emotionally: "I only see darkness"

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Today, she and fellow actor Renato Góes are the parents of eightmonthold Francisco from his second pregnancy, which took place amid sorrow and anxiety.

By Thais Fonseca

08/10/2022 12:36 BRT

08/10/2022 12:36 BRT

Thaila Ayala reveals her heartbreak after losing her son.  Image: Reproduction / Official Instagram of the actress.Thaila Ayala reveals her heartbreak after losing her son. Image: Reproduction / Official Instagram of the actress.Thais Fonseca

Recalling the difficult times she went through during her first pregnancy, actress Thaila Ayala moved fans by sharing a snap about the loss of her baby. On her official Instagram account, she posted the audio she sent to a friend while she was in the hospital and shared how she was feeling. This is the first time the actress has revealed the situation, which she describes as “life’s greatest hell, a lot of suffering, a lot of pain”.

She and fellow actor Renato Góes are the parents of eightmonthold Francisco’s second pregnancy, which took place surrounded by worry and anxiety. Before the arrival of the heir, the actress experienced dramatic moments after suffering a miscarriage that caused the firsttime mother a lot of physical pain and sadness.

It so happened that the actress, who was three months pregnant, had to be hospitalized due to severe abdominal pain when she found out she had miscarried. She even said she felt “anger” at the whole situation: “A mixture of anger. with pain With sadness. My god in heaven, I think I’ve been to hell about five times. Deeper and deeper, you know? I don’t know how to explain it, I don’t know where it comes from. Just talking about it, it’s progress,” he said.

The actress went on to tell her friend how she felt: “I spent days on the bed, I couldn’t answer anyone. I couldn’t answer you, I couldn’t speak. It felt like I was gagged. I’ve never felt anything like this, so much sadness. It’s like every cell in my body has turned to sadness. I can’t explain it, it’s like when my father died. You’re still in the midst of sadness and guilt dominates you. It’s pulling you down deeper, it’s pulling you on and on It seems I’ll never get out of this I just want this to pass, this to get out of me I don’t recognize myself again, it’s not me that person. I went days without showering, eating, brushing my teeth. In the same position,” he said.